I hate living where i do. Small town in southern indiana. Been trying for years to find a stroke buddy around here but it's impossible. Either they're too hung up on it "being gay" or i can't fully trust them to not let it out and my wufe find out about it.

Similar situation for me in northern Michigan. They all want me to like men, I don't. I don't really care if they do, straight, gay, or they're bi.....just, I'm not. I dont wanna suck, be sucked, stroke, kiss, or cuddle. I just wanna have fun strokin with a like minded perve.