When wanking with mates when I was in my early teens. I found I was enjoying seeing them hard as much as I was watching porn with them. Very cautious about letting anyone know as I thought I was the only one who felt like that. Luckily I found others who were as nervous and as curious as me. A small number but safe friends.

It is always fun to hear first time experiences. First time you were with another guy. Those situations stick with you and shape your sexual life from that moment on.

When I coated my hand in vaseline and fisted my arse

Not sure at the time I had any concept of being straight or anything else as I was quite young. And like many other at the time I would keep a scrap book made up of newspaper/magazines cuttings and photographs that intereseted me.

One I remember was a full page colour drawing of a teen/20's year old guy who was shirtless walking out off the sea on to the beach he held a younger girl in his arms who was wearing a soaking wet white dress, while bystands applaued him. The clear implication being that he had just saved her from drowning. Now many boys of my age would see the guy as a hero and hope to grow up to be that type of a man who saves the girl and then maybe marry her.

But all I could think about was how I wished I was wearing that dress and how I wished I was wrapped up in his arms. The was no sexaul thoughts at the time but clearly I was never going to a 100% straight alpha male.

Mayb e as early as 9 or 10

First inkling was liking stories involving boys getting put over an adult male knee and spanked. Then my mum's home shopping catalogues: always the men in white vests and briefs. Mmmmm. That was a couple of years before puberty. Then as others I had the eye opener of grammar school gym showers. All nude boys and some beautiful asses. As we all grew up I loved the hairy legs and pubes that appeared and the few guys who liked showing off their erections. Myself included. Liking girls came later but has never been as intense as my interest in the male physique. I was lucky to have one or two mates at aged 13, 14 who would play nude games, but sadly stopped short of any mutual wanking etc. That experience waited till my early 40s!

When I was around 12 I knew I loved dudes
big time

Anyone else like to share their first time with a guy or when you realized you were not straight?

The first time I saw a hard cock and couldn't get it out of my head. I was 14.

Maybe 10-11