I think it's the no strings attached part that makes jerking off with another guy fun. Every straight guy likes to jerk off so why not together. It's exciting when someone watches you too. Especially when you're ready to cum. You want everyone to see. It feels so good. And it's great to see someone enjoying themselves too and watch them cum too. It's hard to be in a situation that it's natural to just start jerking off, so most guys think it, but don't say anything. Too bad everyone wasn't more open and just drop their pants and jerk off when with someone else watching porn or something like that. I have only done it a couple of times in public with someone else, but with I could do it more often. So I do it online and cum with others.

I'd say, for me, a major part of the fun of having sex with another guy is that it's taboo and "dirty". If it were completely acceptable and you didn't have to hide it, then it might not have the same excitement for me.

Starting when I was 15, I sucked my first cock and was so afraid of anyone finding out. I've played with dozens of guys since, and it's always been my dirty little secret.

In Britain, whilst you do get your fair share of homophobes, being gay definitely isn't seen as "taboo". You shouldn't have to hide your sexual orientation in any just society.

I'm not trying to cause an argument. I just think it's a bit strange that gay sex appeals to you because you think it's "dirty".

EDIT: Apologies if this came across as rude. If you don't want anyone to know about your same-sex flings, that's perfectly fine. I'm just saying that you shouldn't necessarily have to keep it a secret. If you've been engaging in gay sex since you were 15, I doubt your same-sex attraction is something you can change about yourself.

Anyway, assuming the OP is still reading, I just wanted to expand on my original post by saying that I've went through bouts of sexual confusion since I was 11 and first saw porn.

Between the ages of 13-16, I hated myself for having gay thoughts. I don't know why. I was always accepting towards gay people. I guess I just didn't want to be one for whatever reason.

At 17+, I became a bit more confident in my sexuality, and these days, I don't doubt that I fancy women. I don't really even have a particular type. I'm just generally attracted to women.

Recently, I did have a few same-sex fantasies again. I convinced myself that I was bisexual, but atm, I'm not attracted to men at all sexually, and have no desire to seek out any gay porn.

Point being, your sexual orientation isn't as straight-forward as being 100% gay, straight or even bi (50/50). It can be really fucking confusing, but you'll figure it out in your own time. I'm still not sure what I am. I could be bi, but it's hard to know for certain as I've never really had a same-sex encounter beyond a kiss, which I didn't even enjoy.

All I know is that I'm not gay, but that's something that should never have mattered in the first place. I think you should experiment so long as you're comfortable doing so, and if you reach the conclusion that you're bi/gay/whatever, just accept it and get on with your life. Don't try to deny what you are, because in the long run, it'll make your life harder.

I was "straight" until I wasn't
if you're having those kind of feelings, explore them. I regret the time I wasted locked into the mold I was told to fit into.
I never enjoyed sex as much as I have since I acknowledged my true sexuality... I'm gay and loving it

It would be great if the day ever comes when we get rid of all these stupid labels and just become humansexual.

You are correct. I do get horny for cock and always have. It's no so much society that defines homosexuality as "dirty" but my very conservative guilt based religious upbringing.