So I have been looking for a jacking bud for a while now. I decided a couple weeks ago after buying some new cock rings that I would give craigslist a shot again. Found a guy in my area almost immediately and we agreed on a place to meet up. The idea was to meet, go someplace quiet, then put some porn on the cellphones and jerk.

Steps one and two worked great. Turns out though that he was already hard and didn't need anything else to get going. He started immediately. I didn't mind. I quickly learned though that cock doesn't turn me on. This guy had a nice dick, don't get me wrong, I just didn't feel anything. I watched some porn on the phone and tugged a bit and I finally get hard.

So there we are standing in a dead end road in an open field, facing each other nude jerking. He steps closer to me. We are under a light and can see each other. He steps right up to me, and touches our dicks. I have always thought of myself as bi-curious up until this point. I love jackin, especially with friends there/watching. Frotting was not attractive to me lol. I didn't like it. He tugged me, I rubbed him, nothing going on with me. I'm still trying to push my boundaries though.

He asks if he can see my ass. I turn around for him, he asks to touch it. I tell him to go ahead. After a couple minutes he is dry humping me rubbing is dick up and down my ass. It didn't so much feel good as new and interesting. At this point I've gone completely soft again. Even with my tight ring on. He says how nice it would be to fuck my ass.

I step away from his cock. Turn and say "hang on a second" Walk over to my car and grab a condom. He puts in on and says "you sure? You ever done this?" I said no to both, but I want to try it out. This is where I should point out that this guy is black. I don't mean to perpetrate a stereotype, but he was pretty hung too. His cock was about 3 inches wide near the base, and 8 long easy. I leaned over the hood of my car and told him to take it easy.

I've had a couple toys in there before, and I enjoyed it. I figured maybe a cock would feel nice and get me horny again too. Well he took it slow, rubbed it against my ass, lubed it up, and pressed the head in. I suddenly developed and immense appreciation for the two women who have allowed my dick in their ass. It hurt. Just the head hurt. He felt me yelp, and eased out. Some more rubbing and slow pressure and he had it in again, without the pain this time. He keeps gently pumping. Before long I'm pushing back into him on each thrust. I feel him bottom out, finally pushing the full length of his cock in my ass. He was in heaven.

I could feel every twitch and every inch of it. I like the feeling of something in my ass. This was no different. I just didn't get turned on by him or his cock. I didn't get hard. I pushed back against him, encouraging him to ride me harder, just so he would cum and I could go home to jerk to some hetero porn.

tl;dr: I had gay sex. I like having someone in my ass. I don't feel any attraction to men or cocks. Time to look into pegging lol.

You may not have liked it but at least you were game enough to go through with it and try to find out. I'm hard as a rock from reading this!

Wish I was brave enough to try that

I imagine I would feel the same if I ever tried this. Nice to know that you liked the feel of a cock in your ass. Maybe I should look into pegging too.

Bud, that was really great that you hung in there to help him out. Sounds like you'd be a great bate bud. Maybe don't think of it so much as "gay" or "str8" as finding different ways to stimulate all your man parts...meat, sack, taint, asslips, prostate, butt cheeks, mouth, nips....every square inch of your skin! Maybe you'll be able to better settle in then and have a bud help out. Don't fret about using str8 porn while playing with a bud...its all about getting rigid, feeling good, and spurting hard!