So my girl & I are very open with eachother about or past. She has told me that a few years ago before we were together she answered a add & made several amateur porn movies. Is it wrong to want to try to find & watch them? The thought of it excites me in a way.

Sounds hot to me.

On one hand she will be embarrassed about it, but on the other hand she will enjoy you being aroused by it.

Go for it, you will love it, I bet.

Thanks. Im not so sure about her being embarrassed about it tho, we both frequent nude beaches. & she has no problem being naked in public. I knew she did some work at a strip club but was a bit surprised about the porn movies when she told me. I'm cool with it so I hope she would be ok with me watching

I think that would be so damn hot. I remember when I first started dating my wife, and I found some photos on her laptop of her and a guy she dated. I still jack off to them 10 years later.

Please share if you find them.

Im going to try & find them. If I do I will be sure to post the title of the ones she did. She said she did do several scenes with 2 guys at once. As from a previous post I have had fantasy's about seeing her with someone else,but I must say the thought of her with 2 guys did get me instantly hard

I think that the fact she even mentioned/confided that she has done porn is invitation for you. Yes, maybe some element of embarrassment involved (on her end) as you two are lovers, but at the same time I think she wants you to see the flicks.

Also, the fact that she even did the porn in the first place, she has some element of exhibitionism in her and enjoys knowing that people (ok, guys) have watched her having sex and maybe she even thinks abot how many guys have masturbated while watching her.

(I knew a girl that had done amateur porn and she actually got off on thinking about guys masturbating over her. I told her that I did had watched one of her films and JO'd to her. She was very pleased and called me a tease. LOL -me- being the tease?)

If you are open with each other, have no jealousy, and it excites you... then I say go for it!

No offense but is it possible that she has a case of tapes stashed somewhere or she knows some source to get you a copy

sometimes the reality can be more difficult than the fantasy... sometimes the "thought" of certain things can be very arousing but before you jump down the rabbit hole do some soul searching and make sure you are truly ready and open minded to seeing your partner having sex with someone else, some relationships can grow stronger, others get torn apart, whether it is live or recorded, watching your girl having sex with another man is not for everyone, it takes a certain mind set.. I think though, since she shared this information with you she cares enough to not want you to find out elsewhere, she wants you to know and be ok with it

Thanks, its nice to have a girls point of view. I am ok with her past & things she's done. It is awesome to be in a relationship without secrets. It was her who in the beginning wanted to tell me everything because of how she felt for me. We are both a bit of exhibitionists & have had sex with people watching. I'm not sure how many guys would've stayed with a girl after hearing she's done porn & scenes with 2 guys but it didn't make me once think about leaving