Sucking a guy off has been a masturbation fantasy of mine for a long time. Inevitably, when the guy in the fantasy comes, so do I. Or maybe it's the other way around.

In real life, having tasted my own cum and found it disgusting, I find the idea of a mouthful of someone else's repellent. But still arousing.

I have a wankmate who loves to suck me off. I've sucked his cock and tasted a drop of his cum and it doesn't taste any better than mine. In my fantasies, perhaps unsurprisingly, he's the guy who's pumping his load into my mouth.

Has anyone here been in this position, both repelled and aroused by the thought of sucking a guy off, and decided to do it? If so, how did it go?

I used to feel repelled and aroused, now I'm just aroused.

Same. I used to be repelled, but the more I think about it I'm aroused. I haven't had the opportunity, but I would take it if I had it. I even cum in my own face sometimes to practice reacting to the taste of cum.

Never been repelled - loved spunk from the first mouthful I swallowed.

Like suckin. Not a fan of the cum part.