Hello Everyone,

I'm 50yrs and now divorced. Like most started jacking around 12 to Sears and JcPenny catalogs of women in panties and bras. Then to friends sisters panties.. Then led to porn mags and videos(Seka my fav lorn star).

I've always luved stroking and learned like most to edge. I've always have had sex thru the years and with kinky women. I would keep up with panties thru the years. Got married and had a great sex life. Except torwards the end.

Ex wife knew I jerked sometimes cared and sometimes didn't. She knew I would use her panties at first liked it and then changed and didn't want me to do that. My jerking never took away from are sex life. As she stop putting out of course I jerked more and didn't care she stopped putting out. She left to go out. I got naked, porn on , had her panties out. Didn't know she came home and she caught me. She was pissed. When she caught me I was so hard from it and came so hard.

Now I've been divorced for 4yrs. Had fun with alot of women in the beginning. Now I stoke more than I ever have and luv it. I don't care about sex. It's led me to still be into panties , porn , chat , cam , pics. Yes with other guys. I like knowing other guys are into jerking. I'm to the point where I luv being pussy free. Not long ago I was in a bar drunk went home with her. As she stroke me I was hard but when in her pussy I went soft. I blamed it on the booze. We passed out together. I woke up a couple hours later and she was out. I'm looking at her stroking and enjoying my cock was better than being in her. I got dressed and took her panties.

So I accept my self as a gooner and pussy free. I'd rather have porn,panties,chat,cam,pic share. I'm sure if my friends knee they would think I'm a freak. But I'm happy and hurting anyone.

Has anyone else like this or wish they were.

Thanks for reading my story.

Pussy free and very happy having given up the chase years ago. Wanking gives me more thrills than 99% of the sex I ever had and my four inch chick was never likely to satisfy the ladies.


Add on an a - very - premature ejaculation problem I still have when overly excited then I am more than content to wank three or more times a day.

yea sometimes seems when your with partner.. you get all caught up on pleasing them.. kinda lose focus on your pleasure.. when jerking its all yours.. lol

Normally I'd take pushy anyway, however a bitch or two I casually hooked up with were darn loose, there was no feeling 🥺.

My hand felt like heaven after they fell asleep and I could finally cum.

yes - absolutely - love to jerkoff - best feeling in the world - have been doing it since i was a little kid - nothing can beat the pleasure i can give myself

My wife gives me great BJs about 3 times a month, but I thing I enjoy me JO more.

I much prefer wanking to intercourse, its a more intense and satisfying climax, no one elses pleasure to think about plus we can do it when we want for as long as we want!

Not me. Love jerking, but having a sexy girl to suck me and fuck is 10x better.