Don't know how I cum across the website. But before coming across it I felt ashhamed about wanking. over babes. This website helped me embrace it. Also gave me the idea to have wank meets and enjoy content together with other guys. I always visit this website at the start of a wank session to give me some inspiration.

14 days after last session. Becoming less beta with breaks like this. But for today back to old fun. On the list are:-


Sophie Reade- as she has come into mainstream porn and taking huge big cocks on camera.

Plus much more porn and stuff I didn't complete on my last session.

I was wanking yesterday over a typical hot blonde getting fucked hard by a big white cock. And the realisation came over me that this is just normal and not taboo. Girls now have next to no shame taking cock and being naked on camera. They are even enjoying the sex so much on camera. Part of the turn on for me was the fact that the girl is degrading herself to the world. Having sex for the world to see. Showing a dick going in her pussy. Sucking cock how humiliating just for money!

To be honest as the realisation the taboo has decreased it did not turn me on as much. I used to think a girl taking cock on camera wow!

Also been thinking and discussing with a friends that probably most girls you could buy or sugar date for between 1.5-5K per month. And for that money fuck you, your friends and live out all your sexual fantasises. Gangbangs etc. This would not have been possible 15 years ago! Why is this. Is it due to student debt or the high cost of living?

Was actually watching porn earlier thinking the same thing. Its no longer taboo girls have no self respect now

Was thinking about Kim Kardashian the other day, and I thought she would be great for making a cuck.



I mean her voice is so seductive imagine her asking you to clean up. Then she would be out fucking all the right stallions.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BP3dIjhAoRk

Any more suitable nominations?

Do you think she is reminded here and there to display those tits. Or does she do that herself as she seems the reserved and innocent type.

Back after 13 days. Been looking forward to today.

Some of the list include:-


Iggy Azalea


Kim Kardashian


Nina Mercedez

The once only fortnight wanking session is truly making me want to leave the wanker lifestyle now. As it is so infrequent my brain thinks for like a decent individual and less like a pervert. I am also having sex with hot girls at the moment and they are open to trying double vag and threesomes. When I watching porn more frequently I would jump at the chance. Now I feel like leaving this more like a fantasy. But whenever I watch porn I wank over these girl sharing scenarios. I think my brain is resetting from the porn and wanting to settle to a more normal sexual kinks than the stronger ones porn got me into. Right now my brains confused. I think I should carry on wanking over porn once every fortnight as planned for 2023. Then drop to every 3 weeks for 2024. Then once a month for 2025 before leaving for normal sex only.

I was thinking to go completely cold turkey so that my brain can decide want it wants sexually in real life without porn days affecting it. But I should still prioritise porn and get it weaned out of my system as it is a crazy addiction for me.

Going from having a full day wanking in 2021 every 4.4 days to current averaging around once every 2 weeks defiantly making my mind cleaner and thinking more like an alpha.

I start with JC posts. Move onto softer YouTube and Instagram stuff. Then onto softer porn followed by gangbang stuff. I may also webcam with hot babes and browse and chat to potential sugar babies on seeking. This helps me last 7-10 hours.

I lot of the Hollywood babes

Selena Gomez, Taylor Swift, Emma Watson, Britney Spears, Scatlett JOHAnsen. Just find them not sexy compared to insta models and pornstars. JLo and JLH much better though.

Here after 11 days. Have a busy week next week so slightly early. One of the days I am thinking what am I doing. Lets see how the session goes. If I last long and it feels worthwhile.

On the list are and much more:-


Maya Jama


Egyptian Pornstar Julia Chanel


Esperanza Gomez super hot body

Love this sexy hot congress woman. She takes out AOC.

Would have been hot if she did porn as well as modelling when she was younger.

Will aim for 10 hours today. But mostly I cum between 6-8 hours.