At least she was able to make you feel less embarressed about it and didn't just ignore it. I think that would have been worse.

I want to thank you all for you generous and caring repsonses. You've helped make me feel less "wrong". I would and could never do anything with anyone else, I'm hopelessly in love with my husband and would never hurt him in that way. And as far as drugs go, I'm too much of a chicken to even think of trying that. And alcohol would do nothing but put me to sleep. LOL So that wouldn't help either.

Hubby is still sexually active when he can be. Most days he feels well enough, but there are some days that he is just too sick and doesn't have the strenghth.

I LOVE having him masturbate me. And he LOVES doing it. But when he's feeling so sick, we normally don't do anything.

Thank you again for all your sincere responses. For some reason I knew I could rely on the people here to be sincere and respectable in their responses.

Thank you for your response. I have to say that doing drugs has never once crossed my mind. Like you I just don't want to go down that route and I can't drink, puts me right to sleep. So, this is how I'm dealing with it. Just seems like an odd way to deal with stress. When something so bad is happening I want to do something that makes me feel so good. ???

Thank you for answering me again. I appreciate your answer.

I can't say that I get excited at the dr.s office. Just something about it being a dr.s office that just doesn't do it for me.

I do fanaticise about my husband examining me on the table though sometimes. But not normally while I'm there. lol

If I want to orgasm real quick all I have to do is tickle my clit real fast with my fingers or if I can put a vibrator on my clit. Either one will do the job pretty much in a minute sometimes less.

I'm kind of new here. I've posted a couple times and have had great responses. Everyone seems to be very understanding and kind here and not too many smartallecs so I'm going to ask my question and not be too worried. I don't know if anyone will have anything to say about it or not, but I am curious as to what others may think and well, this isn't exactly something I can talk about with just anyone.

My husband is very sick. He was born with a birth defect that damaged his kidneys, making him lose one so he's one kidney down to start with, and his bladder. He is now in kidney failure on dialysis and we just found out about three weeks ago that he has bladder cancer and is going to have surgery at a very well known clinic here on the 15th of this month to remove his bladder, create a new one and also remove his prostate as this cancer has a tendancy to come back and that is where it comes back to so they are just taking it out.

Now, what I'm getting at is this. I'm under extreme stress right now and one would think that sex or masturbation or anthing to do with any of this would not be on my mind. BUT, it seems to be on my mind all the time. I'm masturbating more now that I have at any point in my life. I don't work much at all during the summers, my husband is still able to hold a full time job as he gets to sit all day and not move around much, so I find myself "edging" almost all day and then finally letting myself go late in the afternoon.

Am I just a horrible person for feeling this way when my husband is so sick or is this o.k. for letting some of the stress out. I've come to respect some of you on here that comment quite a bit and I'm curious to see what you might have to say.

Hoping that I'm not some weird pervert, but I would like some opinions. Thank you.

And I just want to add that I LOVE this site. It allows me to get out what I've kept inside all my life. Thank you all.

I would love to be able to squirt as my husband has said he'd love for me to be able to. I know it's true as one of my friends can do it. We got to talking one day and she admitted to me that she does.

I feel enormous pressure like I'm going to pee when I'm right on the verge of having an orgasm, and I push and try and make it come out, but all that happens is I get really wet and it runs down my butt and makes the bed wet, or whatever we happen to be on at the time. I can't seem to get it to squirt. *sigh*

I, too, will say that I am definately a living breathing masturbating female. I thank God every morning I wake up that he made me a girl with a clit. Everything you hear from me is the truth and nothing but the truth. lol I don't like to play head games as I don't like them played on me. So, what you see is what you get from me.

Thank you for all of you that have replied. No girl takers on this though?

http://www.orgasm.com/categories/recent/free-sex-pics.sex

I tickle myself while driving in the car quite often. I love hiking up my skirt and jilling as I'm driving down the road. Or if it's summer time I'll pull my shorts just down under my bottom and keep my shirt pulled down and tickle that way. It's a great thrill.

I remember one time I had deep pockets and I put my hand inside my pocket and tickled my clit through the lining of my pocket. That was an awesome orgasm.

I started masturbating at a very early age. Probably younger than most, from what I've been told anyway. I masturbate quite often, but to be watched is very hard for me. My husband has asked me to "tickle" myself in front of him for him to watch, and I have tried, but I just can't make it feel the same as when I do it myself. I feel guilty over this as I would love to be able to make him happy in this way, but I am just too self conscience about "tickling" myself and being watched.

I think it stems from when I was little and when my mom would catch me tickling she would spank me, therefore put it deep in my head that it was wrong to do it. It felt too good and was too much fun for me to stop, so I didn't stop doing it, just found more private places to go to do my tickling.

I'm trying to come out of that for my husband's sake and jill in front of him. I have plans all layed out on what I want to do and then when I hear his car pull up the driveway I run to our room real quick and throw on clothes. LOL One of these days I'll surprise him and get it done, but it's going to be awkward and hard.

We do not have kids of our own, but if we had had them I hope that I would have not instilled it in my child that masturbation was wrong. But that can get into a touchy subject so I won't go there.

Hope that might bring some insight and help for you.

I got without panties quite often. I never wear panties when I have cotton shorts on or sweat pants. Most of the time when I have a skirt or jumper on I don't wear them either.

I have worn my vibrating egg inside my panties on my clit and have soaked my panties while at work and have had many orgams. I don't wear the toy too often though. I kind of go through phases with that. But it is quite a turn on to be having an orgasm and have to sit still and quite so no one knows what's happening.

I love my clit just the way it is. I think I have about an average sized clit from what I've seen. I can lay with my legs together when aroused and just the very top of the shaft will be poking out of the lips and I can tickle that pretty good.

As far as how sensitive it is, I love it just the way it is.

I've never done anything like this before but have dreamed about it. If there is a lady out there with Verizon that would like to jill on the phone together or if I'm at work I can listen or visa vera I'd be willing to give it a try.

Message me if you're interested. Need to be from the States preferable from the Northeast US.

Thank you,
clittickler

P.S I'm 37 would like someone about 34 or older if possible, thanks.