Love to be watched and small cock humiliation

I generally get self-conscious when I jack off on my web cam. I wish I didn't.

But I've been caught jacking off by women many times throughout my life. I've always loved it, staying hard after being found, and generally always finishing myself, sometimes with some large loads due to the excitement.

One thing I really like doing though is playing with myself when someone's watching, acting like I don't know they are there. I live in a city apartment, and like to leave my blinds open when I jack off, so I have a number of "regulars" who will see me from time to time. I'm always nude (I never wear clothes in my apartment, except for lingerie from when in the mood) and play with myself several times a day. It turns me on for my city neighbors to know it and see it.

I love people thinking that I'm a pervert.

I'm very anal and truly love fucking myself in the ass in plain site for others to see me.

Back to where I started though, I really love jacking off when in a relationship and getting caught by girlfriends. Sniffing their panties, watching all kinds of porn, or jacking off to my sister's Facebook posts. I love it when they come to realize that I'm into crazy masturbation and I can't stop myself.

I was once called pathetic and a pervert by one girlfriend after I ejaculated. This turned me on so much that I
had to immediately start jacking off again. I love it when she stood there and watched my jacking off out of control.

So, I think I understand where you're coming from with the humiliation.