I guess you know what I mean, when I say I sometimes lose it while I jerk off to filthy porn. The feeling of happiness rushing through my veins gets so intense that I don't want to stop rubbing my cock...

Anyway lately I found another niche. It's like a one hour long video in which the female gets fucked in all her holes by 6 to 10 guys. Once they all jizzed onto her face, she lays down and they all pee on her....

This is so dirty that I feel like a true pervert. While I'm in porn trance it makes me even harder. But after its all over I feel incredibly guilty that I get a kick out something disgusting as this.

Can anybody relate to that? Let me know.

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I think many people can relate to that, bud.

I prefer to think I'm no more sexist or racist than the next guy---normally. Misogynistic and racist nasty talk gets me extremely hard.

I stop being a woman-hating white supremacist after I cum.

I understand that's part of my masturbatory "trip," as it were. But yeah. We've all had moments where we think, "What the fuck did I just watch? Or say?"

Facial Abuse does that shit to you too man. But part of it is separating fantasy from reality and recognising that it was shot for entertainment and not reflective of actually good sex.

Fully understand that guilty feeling. I get that after i've had a good session with the missus where she helps me with my particular likes that involve anal play. She knows how much I love it and happily helps me out including pegging but once i've shot my load I still get that guilty feeling even though she says she had no problem with it.

Where the hell is "like it" / "love it" button on this site under such posts?

This.
Some women get off on the thought, too.

Of course not in reality, but we like to think about it.

We're a fucked up species I suppose.

If you secretly know it's wrong, you won't do it. Maybe you'd even take steps to stop it. Really we should care for each other.

Hope knowing that helps you. too.

I don't know as long as its consensual and you aren't starting to think about doing it to someone yourself it's ok but I admit its abit extreem for me and I like rough porn and gangbangs someone who let's people do that to them makes you wonder about their mental state.
Maybe it wouldn't be any harm to step away from porn for awhile until you start thinking about less extreme stuff and find it's starting to excite you again

In comedy that was classic timing with his Link? lol

Don't forget that the more blood pumping into our hardons means less blood operating the brain.

Epstein and Maxwell didn't have quite the same take as you, though.

That must be true...
Once I fall into porntrance, nothing else really matters.

But the fact I really get off on watching guys pee on a slut they just fucked their brains out was new to me...

Honestly I think I climaxed like 15 times on that since I wrote the original post. It feels so damn good. Anyway, right afer cumming that feeling of guilt is just there even though its professional porn.

good words. I think we all, to some degree, may go though this from time to time....sometimes again too

Completely feel the same. I call it the Jekyll and Hyde Syndrome where you turn into another person when you get the horn and when finished back to your normal self with feelings of guilt