When I saw this. Perfect!

https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph62049ee2b055f#1

wow nice dick...

In the last couple of years, I realised I was becoming sexually attracted to very cute feminine young traps and sissies.

However, they must have small cocks. Even better if hormones have shrunk their or left them impotent and also given them small pert tits.

I'm very attracted to women but the best sex I've ever had is when I took a cock up my arse

I was very young when I realized cocks turned me on, but the societal stigma surrounding any of that was overwhelming, at least to me, and I was unable to act on any of my feelings until I was in my mid 20s, and well after I had sex with a few girls.

I have always curious and interested in dicks but never really thought about it that much - When I was in my early teens I would often catch myself looking at the other boys in the shower after gym class..
I finally realized I was into cocks when I was jerking off with some friends and I was watching them more than the porn

I was always a fan of teen girl models, then i clicked a few links and found that gorgeous teen guys in speedos were a pleasant surprise...have not looked back

I started having sexual fantasies about my best friend, Mark...whom I'd known since the 4th grade...in junior high school when we had to wear jock straps for P.E. Mark and I were in the same gym class and whenever he'd change into his P.E. clothes and put on his jock strap, the cloth pouch was unable to contain his oversized balls--so that one (or both) would flop outside of the fabric. Other guys in our class kept teasing him about this but I found myself extremely turned on by it. He appeared to be extremely well hung so I started having fantasies about sucking his cock and getting fucked by him.

I have loved cock since before I knew what sex was. I was always trying to see my friends cocks when I was a little boy. Sucked cock in high school. And once I was old enough I sucked at the local glory holes.

I always knew I loved cock, but really didn't accept it until I was in my late 20's. I was in denial for years. Now I'm a proud cocksucker.

I started noticing cocks in the 7 th grade gym class. We had to take a shower after class. I enjoyed taking peeks at cocks was scared might get caught looking. It was in 1971 not cool to be gay. Around the same time my cum started to come in. No more dry orgasms. Gym was the last class use to get home get naked and jerk thinking about a cock I seen. Then tried to self suck took about 6 months of stretching before I could just barely get the tip to my lips. The next year my urge got stronger. My best buddy and I started to jerk together. In the summer of 1972 we went skinny dipping came out with hard-one. We started jerking and just came out and asked him if he wanted a blow job at first he told me to get lost. I said ok your loss. He finely stood next to me said here it is. That day became a cocksucker. I love pussy to.

I was about 15 and jacking off to a TV programme about a beauty contest, about 10 minutes in I realised they were ladyboys and this greatly enhanced the experience.
Took me many years to do anything about it though

came to realize it when I as in my early 30's when I looked more at the cock in porn pics then I did the pussy.

I realized when me and my best friend growing up experimented and I really enjoyed stroking him, licking his balls, sucking his cock, and swallowing his cum. He did not enjoy doing it to me like I did to him, but was willing to let me get him off as often as I wanted. I did it nearly every day for years.

When I was ten and had just found out about jacking off from a school mate, I showed my best friend from a couple houses away, that you could do this thing that felt really good... Then we started jacking our little hairless cocks off together in the same room... a few years later at 15 we were talking out in the neighborhood after dark and the subject came up. We started again. Mine was bigger, his was still smaller. but we eventually decided that it would feel REALLY good if the other person was jacking us. Which it did... A few years later I was taking a dump at work(part time college job) and for some reason I thought about that. The next thing I knew, I had a raging boner. So I was college age when it really occurred to me that hard cocks turned me on(along WITH pussy).