I have been watching the proceeding in the US House of Representatives the last few days. There are lots of powerful women to be seen. Most are nothing special to look at, some old and others downright ugly. All are well dressed, power dressing, all exude an air of confidence and arrogance. They all illicit two very strong and conflicting feelings in me.
On the one had I hate them with a passion, they are everything I am not, strong, confident, powerful. I fantasize about abusing them, tying them up make them puke gagging on my cock, destoying their unlubed ass, impregnating them, hurting their tits.
But on the other hand I find them so erotic, I want to worship at their panty gusset, licking them, drinking their warm piss, sniffing their bras. I feel so conflcited. Is it just me or do others feel something similar?

Hate and lust can be two sides of the same coin

I do like your idea 'I want to worship at their panty gusset, licking them, drinking their warm piss, sniffing their bras'

I totally get it! I enjoy watching hot young camgirls basically doing nothing but looking sexy and getting money thrown at them! All cos we are too weak to resist! Win win for them (don't need to go down the porn/drugs exploitation road...)

I enjoy the power they have! But at times I want to take them hard, too!!

I also film and perv a hot younger neighbor - I guess I'm also 'worshipping' her.

I love it - it's cool