It is like there are two versions of me.

Sober me is straight and pretty respectable. Edged me is sometimes gay, sometimes misogynist or assertive. Totally out of my normal character. Is this the same for everyone?

Pretty much, yeah I think

That's quite normal. It's pretty common for me to refer to the woman I am wanking over as a fucking dirty little slag, a nasty skank or a worthless piece of fuckmeat, for example, and I'd never dream of calling a woman that in real life.

Well, unless she liked it, of course.

Oh yes love that sort of dirty talk as I'm wanking

Sort of, some of the stuff would have me in jail!

FOREVER!

Chemical reactions.

As humans, mostly everything we do is run by chemical, basically. So, you're jerking off, you get into 'the zone' and the chemicals and endorphines that are released take over your usual thoughts or limitations. Hence, things that you usually wouldn't find a turn on, or have doubts about when 'sober' are thrown to the kerb.

Me too.

Yeah it's natural and I agree some of the things I'll say while jacking off about women I would never dream of doing in real life (unless she liked it) as I would find it disrespectful to the girl.

I sometimes will find myself wanking to convincing shemales and even looking for one to meet and fuck, even though I'm not that way inclined.

When I need to cum - everything is in play - its just fantasy to help me nut after all

Same here some of my fantasies would land me in jail for a long time, life probably.

Would probably land me UNDER the jail, not in it.

Agree. The kind of stuff that pops into my head when the edging doesnt really shocked me at the time, but afterwords definitely makes me blush. I used to get ashamed that long since figured out how to deal with that. So as long as it gets my cock hard its fair game even if I would never tell anybody about it

That is my M.O. too when wanking.

That's the fun of fantasy..always best when edgin.

Same here. The nastier the better.