any1 else get shocked by some thoughts and fantasies they have when horny. sometimes when horny and jerking fantasises pop into my head that id never act upon but excite me nonetheless does this happen to any1 else?

I'm certain of it.

OMG they wouldn't let me out into society ever again with some of the filth I fantasize and JO about. It's a part of my JO routine. Extremely hard and mind blowing cums. I love when I can totally just unload, yell, shake, squirm uninhibited to those dirty nasty thoughts. Some of the best cums I have ever had. Always a huge mess to clean up afterwards but so worth it.

Yes all the time, but I still end up alone wanking.

Me from 20 years ago would definitely be shocked by the fantasies I have nowadays, let alone that I have them on a regular basis. I have pushed certain boundaries in my imagination that I never would have expected ahead of time, but the result has been the most amazing and explosive orgasms of my life. Now the "shocking" things of the past have become my go-to fantasies. I'm hooked and don't want to be cured of my addiction

Seconded!

Yup, soon as i start wanking i'm on to the stuff I'd never admit to my mates. Wouldn't admit my real sex life and kinks to ghem tbh, but deffo not the horned-up fantasies.

I have dirtier/more perverted thoughts than I used to, but it doesn't surprise me.

It surprises AND delights me!

It's what happens as you age.

Yes, when you hit that gooning stage that all edgers know, my thoughts get more extreme and perverted. I fucking love it.

yessss I know the feeling
I still remember the first time a guy suggested me to make my wife titfucked by an h o r s
So kinky and still so acceptable at that level of hornyness

Yes, I am good with porn for about an hour at most before my mind goes down it's own path. I get lot's of people asking me what my fantasies are but really it's just about anything and everything and the longer it goes on the more extreme it gets. If you have read the works of De Sade you have seen inside my mind and fantasies and I've I've always been comfortable with that. That is what fantasy is about to me.

An intellectual! I remember reading De Sade about 15 years ago and being a bit put off. Now I think a lot of it that I found disturbing would resonate with me quite a bit.

In my limited experience I have always found that women tend to have much darker and more extreme fantasies than the men I know. I find this really comes into play when things get into the more rough aspect of things sexually as well and that the women have always been more sadistic physically and mentally. This isn't a knock on men or women and again only one person's experience but I find it interesting to ponder.
De Sade I first found though movies based on his works like Jess Franco films when I was young then read all his writing in my teens having that name logged into my mind. There are probably a few things in there I wouldn't do but the over all feel, themes and perversity I fell in love with so long ago I find even the most extreme porn rather vanilla. Luckily we have our minds and fantasies.