I can't believe still, I have this rush of excitememt and euphoria I can't contain so here I am gonna detail it for you guys.. I imagine it's the same feeling one would get after finding sought-after treasure from a long conquest... To ats exactly what it was for. You don't even know, but only just about for the past year, I've actually starting deliberately putting myself out there to find a black guy with some BBC. I have been posting ads on doublelist to meet someone physically, or posting on forum boards like lpsg and reddit... It was always the same though; every guy was lying about size or just not bigger than me.. And the sole requirement was just be bigger than me. At 7" I'm not considered small (I mean it is above average) but I don't even considered myself that big, not in the realm of BBC.. I wasn't thinking 7 inches would be difficult to outsize.. maybe it was my approach- I only inquired about befriending someone to become a jo partner of mine and we could compare cocks. Not soliciting sex to some monsters, they could grow a waning appetite to be fed. I just know you gotta feed monsters like that to keep them pleased or they could turn on you.. I'm not attracted to men, but porn had me grow admiration for BBC.. lust is attached to the object not the man per se. So today I came up with a new plan by going on skout, and seeking to find and pinpoint who I suspected might wield some heavy BBC.. I first started with looking for good indicators that a man might be packin'... One is good looking or attractive, maintains self, and tattoos... I saw a neck tattoo right in the front. That's a bold tat to get, and I could tell he felt some way about himself to get a tattoo right there in the middle... It espoused confidence to me, so I initiated contact and we casually conversed before I broke it to him: my true intention and what I hit him up for. I demanded he show me what he was working with, to quickly prove me right and harbor the small little doubts that I my hunch was wrong. Alas, I have never been more proud, or even proud at all over bunches I've had, or being right about something. I finally came face to face with a complete beast of proportions. All the timeless failed attempts made me take in the moment even more. I became giddy and couldn't contain myself. Our convo just kept getting hotter and hotter. He told me if was gay while I informed him that I was not, or even remotely have an appeal to suck or take cock.. he respected it and was even as down as I am to link up and watch porn together and compare our cocks, in person... I was very pleased, this was all going well and he was just as open amd willing as I.. but like I said, I know you have to feed the BBC to keep them content, so they are suffice. I told him if we're comparing, our cocks will be so close they're bound to rub skin and bump heads, no pun intended. I'm not even worried or against that. I'm open enough to allow that. In fact, I told him I know I'm gonna have an urge to touch it and hold it, and stroke it... Because that's the only way to over get a true appreciation and admiration of a massive one... To feel it, and then as much as I've always longed to be as long, or thick as the brothers, I want to embody having one... To stroke it like it's mine, to grasp it like it's mine.. to feel like I'm the posesser of such magnitude.
Can't wait to see what becomes of our exploits. If like for us to be close to where we're fucking girls together.. Maybe later I'll get around to taking pics in the same position so they're similar and combine them for a side by side comparison. For now I'll just show him off. Even knowing a BBC gives me a new sense of belonging. Like he can be big for me.

Odd...read your story. You did not see a BBC in real life. You chatted to someone online who sent you a pic of a BBC.

Bizarre. Thanks...I think

Just encountered.. ran into, doesn't necessarily convey meeting in physicality. But he checks out, we'll be meeting up soon..