I am happily married, with a wife who likes dirty sex on occasion. I started masturbating around 10 years old, dry cumming initially which felt wonderful, then shortly afterwards cumming fully.

I started to taste my own cum from around that time, just seemed natural and I still enjoy it.

My only bi experience is also around that time, when a slightly older relative and I were naked, and he dared me to suck his dick, well I did, but only for a second or so but it felt good.

I am now 51, and I simply cannot stop imagining myself sucking cock, and swallowing a guys cum, it is driving me crazy. I want to stay married, but I want cock too.

Guess you better get yourself some cock fun mate. Go and enjoy!

The older I get the more I want cock. I love sucking cock. I love making guys cum in my mouth.

I guess ive always been a bit attracted to cock even as a kid. Im a huge masturbation fan. When i got old enough to get a hold of porn it was men jacking off i liked the most. I think mainly because i can relate to what they are feeling. As i got older,i decided to try bi expetiencee. These days its cock i watch more on porn. Dont get me wrong. Pussy still makes me hard but after ive been jacking for a while and im ready to cum its cock i look at.

same here

I definitely want the whole experience, I can only imagine what it feels like to have a cock spurt hot cum directly into my mouth, I would love it for sure. In fact it turns me on so much I suspect I would cum from doing that without even touching my cock.

I am a straight married guy but I fantasize about masturbating another mans penis all the time.....and having my penis masturbated by a guy....

I have the same thoughts...I even jack in the shower thinking how good it feel if it was someone else's hand on me...

[quote=cantbelieve]I am a straight married guy but I fantasize about masturbating another mans penis all the time.....and having my penis masturbated by a guy....[/quote

married and feel the same way...

it doesn't make you a bad person

Righthander, I think this happens to many of us as we get a bit older, and hear the clock ticking. We love our wives, and have a very good sex life, but we remember some experiences we had with cocks growing up, and start thinking about doing it with a man again. As heavy masturbaters with a high sex drive, we enjoy our cocks so much, we get more and more curious about other cocks.

I started up with men again in earnest in my forties. I decided some men go fishing with other men, I just do a bit more. I think every marriage needs a part of it that is yours alone.

I thought I would feel guilty, but it felt normal and natural to me. The one thing you will find out is it really doesn't change you, you are still the same man. But this is a big step for you, and be sure that is what you want.

Get some cock

Quit thinking about it and go out and suck some cock. But beware, if you are like me, once you start sucking cock you might be a cocksucker forever.

Senior, Solosexual Masturbator here! Since I found this site I like to look at pictures of erect cocks! I masturbate to these erect cock pics because they are Masturbators just like me. I can relate.

Oh yes I became hooked after the first time I swallowed a mans cum, I've been obsessed with cock sucking since 1974.
I love having a secret dirty sex life that my prude wife is oblivious to!