Not being at all attractive, I've spent most of my life alone, including my sex life, I was always too scared to go to a prostitute, or to act upon any of my fantasies, mainly because of the threat of a terrible disease, which of course, saw me with a severely restricted sex life; but when the internet arrived, first of all, it let me see just how little I knew, secondly, it allowed me to look up things to see what they meant, and thirdly, initially, I found myself glued to the screen, sometimes for 72 hours straight, wanking over, and over again, until it actually began to have an affect on my ability to do my work. Just the same, as a solosexual, with a well armed imagination, like any other addiction, I found myself seeking anything and everything imaginable, and as I found most of it, I sought even more taboo options, all of which I have used to get myself off, but it's a fantasy world in here, in reality, my behaviour and interests are vastly different, in fact none of my internet debauchery is part of my real life, BUT, yes, I have been shocked, horrified, and at times, very fearful of some of the things I chose to view, as I sat there with my endlessly horny cock in my hand. I'm in my 70's now, still unattractive, but still furiously wanking once, twice, and even three times a day, the internet gave me the most thrilling and satisfying times of my life, you could say it's the safest sex of all, all from the comfort of my home, lol.

You are not alone, ever since I was a very young boy, lingerie has seriously appealed to me, feeling all girly, when dressed in heels and sexy lingerie is such a wonderful thing to do, but I'm a solosexual, all these things occur by myself, however, as I get older, and less inhibited, I do find myself wishing I had someone I could trust to share these activities with, be that male or female. I have always been very accepting of my desires and pleasures, but find when I have a collection of things to wear, I worry that something may happen to me, and whomever had to go through my things, may discover all my secret little ways of pleasuring myself, so I panic and toss them all away. It's a bit of a roller coaster really, but at the same time, thrilling.

I worked in an office type environment in a research laboratory, I had my own office, but was the person to go to for all those who needed admin services. I was in my 20's, horny as, and I often sat at my desk, with my cock out, wanking away until I'd cum, knowing any second, someone may come through the door asking me for something, but it was so hot, I just couldn't stop doing it.