I just jerked off this morning in the shower. We have small corner shower so really only one person at a time. Wife showers first and I sometimes play with myself while she showers. Then when it is my turn I watch her doing makeup and such (totally naked) and jerk myself off. She will sometimes pretend she doesn't know what I am doing. I love to get off with someone watching and she has really taken a liking to me getting off watching her. Win all around.

Been too long but I wanted to update this. I have not seen her in a while as she moved away to Dubuque IA. Too far for me to get to so I guess what is done is done. IF anyone is in the Dubuque IA area I can let you know about her. PLEASE if you do go see her go slow. Don't ruin a good thing. She is a sweetie and I hope to someday get back to her. Only time will tell.

Guess I am rare than. If my wife takes my cock in about half way and just starts sliding her tongue around on me I go crazy. What takes me over the edge is when she is doing that and then looks up at me. You know that right in the eyes look. The one that just screams for me to dump my load deep in her throat. I LOVE to cum in a woman's mouth. Even more when they swallow.

My wife knows I do. We get ready for work at the same time. She comes out of the shower and I go in. About once every couple of weeks she will slowly dry herself off in the shower looking at me. When she comes out she will grab my cock and play a little with it. Sometimes she will suck it just for a minute. Then lets me go in the shower.

First time was I was rock hard and she said go ahead and do yourself. So I lathered up and went at it while she watched. We both liked it and now it is a couple times a month thing. I really like to be watched and she does enjoy watching me. She sometimes will play with her tits while I am jacking off.

What she does not know about is me having some porn on my phone and jerking off to that at work.

Sorry I have not been back for a bit. Lots going on.

So last massage started as before, face down cock pointing to the right and up. She works the shoulders and all is normal. When she gets to lower back that is where the pressure and rocking begins. I again lifted my right side slightly and with the drape at my waist line I know she can see my cock.

I did moan a little more letting myself enjoy it more than I have in the past. I have always tried to be quiet. Not much noise but just enough for her to know how I am feeling.

She moved to my right side so I knew she had a view. She pushed me slightly onto my left side exposing my cock a little more. She gently rocked me pushing on my hip. I wanted to turn over and just jerk off right there. Instead I did another table hump. My cock sliding back and forth on the soft table while she is pushing me really gets me hard.

So I get to that point of no return and really start to press into the table to help blow my load. As I cum I feel it hit the inside of my arm. She asked me if the pressure was ok and I told her all was perfect. I managed to look up this time and saw that she indeed watching me cum. I put my head back down right away but I know she caught me looking as I did her.

Normally she moves onto my legs from here but this time she went right to my arms. She right away rubbed the cum that was on my arm all over it. I swear I heard her moan but that might just have been me.

Another thing she did this time on the flip was she worked my upper legs more than she has in the past. That got me hard again but I did not cum a second time.

I do agree with others that I don't want to fuck this up. I don't know that I can ever again have a regular massage anywhere. She knows what she is doing and seems totally ok with it. I don't believe it will ever go farther but that will be up to her. I will let things go as far as she will take them. I will NEVER turn her in or admit to anything that has happened in the room.

My next appointment is not until mid October. I wish I could go move often but it just doesn't work out. I'll post back how the next one goes even if it is the same as these others. I enjoy writing about them and I know some of you enjoy reading about them. Lets all wish me luck to get a little further next time. Just got to keep taking it little by little.

Glad you like them. I have a massage tonight and I am really thinking about making more of an effort to look up at her when I am cumming. That is if I cum face down. Would like to wait until the flip but she knows I like this and she intentionally grinds me until I cum. Might just try jerking off on the flip anyway. No so old I can't cum twice in a 90 minutes massage.

Well just because I have to share with someone. July's appointment went about the same but a little more fun. I am just to sensitive to not cum when she starts grinding my cock into the table.

Anyway I had my cock up and to the right like normal. She always starts with my left shoulder. When she moved to my right side she worked some just above my right hip. I turned slightly to the left raising my right hip. There is NO way she can't see me now. She started to rock me some and my cock was instantly hard. I turned a little more to make sure I was exposed and she continued. I burst my load right then all over the table and some on my arm. I was moving all over and moaning. I decided this time I would look up to see if she was watching and tried to lift my head. I started and she asked if everything was ok. I said oh yeah and put my head back down. She went back to more of a regular massage and I just relaxed.

DAMN I love going in for a massage. I always get a 90 minute massage and I tip her $30 at the desk before hand. When done if I do get off I give her $60 cash. A lot but to me it is worth it. If she would help out with her hands on my cock I know I would slip her $100 and probably go every few weeks.

The intensity of my orgasm is amazing. I continue to twitch for 15 or more minutes. I will try to get the courage to ask her if she does watch. I really want to jerk off with her watching me but that might be pushing it. Maybe not and maybe I'll get the courage to try some day. In the mean time it will probably continue to be the same amazing massage.

For me there is nothing like a good blowjob. When I feel my head start to swell in her mouth and she clamps down on it it is the best. My wife only blows me a couple times a year and I tell her how great it is but she won't do it any more than that. When I am about to cum she will actually rub her tongue under the tip and suck it like it is a thick milk shake. She can take the entire load and when she has been drinking she will swallow it all. She also knows to keep sucking and licking for at least 2 minutes until I am completely done. GOD I wish she would blow me MORE.

Been a while but yep last appointment went much the same. I had worked the cover down just a bit while face down. Was going to try to hold out until I flipped but she started in on my butt. She knows what she is doing. When I started to make some noise (not much) she actually covered me up a little more. I think the once I blew it on the floor kind of freaked her out.

Anyway another appointment at the end of this month. Planning (hoping) to not cum while face down. Then on the flip I figure I can jerk myself off under the sheet. If she stops me at least I will know. If not maybe next time she will want to ditch the sheet and watch me. That is kind of my ultimate goal here. Not looking for sex with her or even her jerking is sucking me off (although I LOVE Blow Jobs and would NOT turn that down). The thought of her watching me jerk off to relax is a big turn on for me.

Had the massage last night. Must have gotten myself pretty nervous about things and I was not getting hard (right away). She asked what we were going to work on today. I just said the usual. She asked if there was anything else and I said if you come accross something that needs work go for it. That is what probably got me nervous as I was not sure if that might be crossing the line.

Started as normal face down cock pointing to about the 2 o'clock position this time. She started with the normal shoulder work and such. She moved to lower back and really started rocking me side to side. This normally gets me hard but not so much this time. Started thinking I might just wait till the flip to do anything.

She moved covered my back and then moved to my butt. Keeping the sheet on she pushed on them a little more than in the past again really grinding my cock into the table. Knowing that I was covered there was no way she was seeing what she was doing.

She finished there and then lifted the cover up off my left leg. I did a slight readjustment and pointed my cock to about 3 o'clock. She really worked the inside of my left leg and that got me hard and I could feel the pre-cum starting. She moved to the right leg and lifted my leg high enough to see where I was positioned and how hard I was. I rolled quite a bit onto my left side.

She put the sheet very high so I know she could see the tip of my cock sticking out. She lotioned up heavy and started in on the back of my leg. I started to tense up as I knew I would be cumming. Once she felt that she really went to town on my inner thigh. It was like if the cum was in my leg she was trying to push it out. I popped my load and I could hear it hit the sheet and felt it hit the inside of my arm. She kept going until I relaxed. I wanted to turn to look at her but she was too far down for me to do that without really moving.

She finished up with arms and when she did the right arm I know she knew I had cum on there as I could still feel it. She just rubbed it in and acted like it was not even there.

It was another great time and when she finished she told me to take my time and would be back with some water. When she came back I gave her her cash tip (I have since increased this to $60) and I leave a tip at the counter on the card. Cash one Obama doesn't have to know about. She took it and said well thank you how was everything. I told her good like always.

My next appointment might not be until sometime in June but I am already looking forward to it.

Thanks guys. I will not push it right now. Have a massage tomorrow night so I will report back here later in the week. Sure hope I can get the nerve to look up at her while I am cuming.

That's hot but she should not be embarrassed. Sounds like it was what the girl wanted to happen.